in an instance you were gone
without a saying you disappeared
i never stopped looking
but still you were no where to be found
in despair that i will not see you again
i choose to be myself again
a thinking individual
trying to forget you
for the pain that you are causing me

i guess you got better things to do
neverminding my calling
i want to hear your voice again
but now i think it wouldnt be possible
but i will never stop looking
i try not to think of you
but you always cross my mind

thinking how are you now
hoping your always fine
i prayed to God to end this depthless problem
i cried for my heart is getting heavier
for every moment passed
that i never hear from you

we're still fresh and young
but my devotion to you will never be measured
for my loved never be questioned
i surrender my self to you
but where are you now
cannot be found
the time we've spent will never be the same again

many ways that i could speak to you
but you, i guess you got better things to do

yesterday i died, every second passed i die
every second advanced i am reborned
with new thoughts on how we can be again
but you wouldnt want it to be like that i guess
i prayed that we could start anew
but that hope is getting thinner by the moment

i dont know what is going on in your mind right now
what you're thinking is a mystery
never be revealed unless spoken to
what am i really to you
your better half or your worst enemy

i hope this heavy burden be lightened
i have thought of ending this misery
by ceasing my existence in this world of lies and deception
but there is only one thing that stopping me from doing such terrible act
its you my dear, my malika, my queen